Very long story, I was pregnant 2 times in pass 6 months and both the times had terrible loss the second time was a disaster I gave birth to a 14 week baby with a normal mode went through a lot. with all this pain gain was only to give birth to a baby with no life. in tears....
loss of job in Feb 2014, loss of medical insurance in feb, loss of money, loss of baby in April 2014 I have lost hope in life over all in 2014 so far.
Always all great astrologers predict I will live very good in venues dasa but due to my moon being in cancer and I am so sensitive I am not happy internally I always worry I always wnatto change my living life condition I suffer with in myself every second I feel I am rejected by this world.
I should say this in BOLD ONLY thing god's gift is I am blessed with a caring husband and a very nice son
I am so greatful and thank ful for that gift from god
I need to change myself from being depressed all the time my husband helps me to over come but i cannot bring myself to a good healthy thinking.
why is this feeling in my blood depth? I cannot understand myself sometime I understand due to baby loss I am extra depressed
I am very lonely pass from few years I have no true friends other than my husband and my son I know what else do I need is also I feel at times.....