looking for some insight

[vlbedoc]

thank you Tara

updating again.. after months and months of everything going wrong and so many disappointments, things have finally started turning around.. but all these months of trial have made me so cynical that when things go well, I am taken by surprise..! i used to be a highly positive person bubbling with energy.. now, i take every step with caution ( its said well that "dudh ka jala chhachh bhi phook phook ke peeta hai") ... only little things have started showing up well, i happened to be at the right place at the right time for a couple of things and i was pleasantly surprised...

hubby also managed to rise a little in office.. that competitor is behind him but hubby still manages to remain unscathed..

exam on november 18.. just hoping that goes well too.. praying so.. Please, God!!!

[Varenya]

sorry.. me not good in hindi.
what does 'chhachh' mean?

anyway, testing times will make us more mature and prepare us to handle rest of life easily

[Shree]

Varenya 'chach' is also known as butter milk - the curd which is obtained after separating butter.

[vlbedoc]

well what the quote literally means that once a person gets a burn with hot milk, he becomes so cautious that even when he drinks cold buttermilk he blows air over the cup to 'cool' it..

implying that once a person has a bad experience with something, he treads every step carefully even when its obviously safe..

[vlbedoc]

one week left.. exam on 18th... couldn't finish everything i wanted to, but i still feel i am in a better position than i was during last attempt.. so hope to do well..
please pray for me!!

[Ribbo]

I understand the stress you had because of everything going wrong and disappointments again and again because I am also in the same boat as you right now.
Wish you all the best of the world to you vlbedoc for your exams. I am so happy things are turning out better for you . Keep us updated how you are doing .

[SaSirEkha]

yes vlbedoc
this time around you'll do much better than you imagine.
just have to keep nerves cool

[vlbedoc]

thank you guys... i\'m done... hoping for the best... result in dec.. praying till then..

last time i took the exam, i thought i did really well, and i flunked... this time, i dont know how i did.. so maybe it will turn out well... ha! im complicated.. i just want to get a score good enough to get me a good residency so that i can do what i\'m supposed to do... so praying till then and on vacation till then...

ribbo.. what wonderful words! wish you all the best of everything too

sasirekha... coming from you, its so stress busting u have no idea..! i downloaded the j.hora software tonight .. and it shows all these wonderful \'yoga\' that are there in my chart... how do i interpret these yogas for real?

varenya.. no words but thank you you have been the kindest..

[vlbedoc]

most likely the result is tomorrow.. should arrive by email by 9am EST.. I am so nervous, I\'m shaking..!! Doing paath to calm the nerves...

lets see what life has in store...

[Ribbo]

GOOD LUCK !! :D