Will I ever return back home?

[tara]

[rquote=6834&topic=612&author=Seetaram]
@tara, i think you\'ll shed those negative feelings and dilemma once you enter venus dasa in 2 yrs[/rquote]

Seetaram, your answer has 2 directions sense now ....
does that mean I will not move and still be happy as anyways i will not move so why worry? OR does it mean since i moved I don\'t have to worry about the relationship feeling I am going through.... as i am happy and I have moved.
~T

[Star Dust]

i understood that he meant that you will change your mind after you enter venus dasha, no matter where you will be living then

[tara]

equilibrium achieved!!!!!
from 2004 till 2011 April I gave my 100% to move back to my birth place did all i could infact even moved for around 5 to 6 months which falied my risked attempt....tried again after teh failure again I fail

BUT 2day with a few test i observed onmy own mind... I have achieved that equilibrium Seetharamji said I will understand as i get into Venues Dasha and all my confusion will be cleared.... seriously I never felt to believe it although I trust the predictions so much as my heart did not want to accept it in one way....I suppose  finally here I am you again predicted seetharamji I also think venues dasha starts to be felt before ahead of it\'s actual time of start date ( example for me it is next year but i am getting into understanding mode like a year b4) like peace of mind and understand things which use to bother before etc..... not sure if it is just my assumption or it really works that way....
~T

[tara]

[rquote=9611&topic=612&author=tara]equilibrium achieved!!!!!
from 2004 till 2011 April I gave my 100% to move back to my birth place did all i could infact even moved for around 5 to 6 months which falied my risked attempt....tried again after teh failure again I fail

BUT 2day with a few test i observed onmy own mind... I have achieved that equilibrium Seetharamji said I will understand as i get into Venues Dasha and all my confusion will be cleared.... seriously I never felt to believe it although I trust the predictions so much as my heart did not want to accept it in one way....I suppose  finally here I am you again predicted seetharamji I also think venues dasha starts to be felt before ahead of it\'s actual time of start date ( example for me it is next year but i am getting into understanding mode like a year b4) like peace of mind and understand things which use to bother before etc..... not sure if it is just my assumption or it really works that way....
~T[/rquote]

Foolish of Tara that\'s me! I am back again with in months to the thought to move back to India trial and error....
I know it may not be possible but will try any way as if i try it hurts as it didnot work if i don\'t try it hurts more that i never made an attempt.... well, chicken or egg story??
~T

[SaSirEkha]

you already know the answer but still trying against it

[tara]

Hi SaSirEkha, :-( I know..... Time is medicine for me I guess.
~Tara

[Seetaram]

why do you feel usa is not your place and bangalore is your home ?
just because you grew up there ? or do you have all your friends and relatives there ?(you yourself said you dont have good relations with relatives, so why think about living close to them ?)

i was born at one place, went to school in other place, worked in different places and now live elsewhere
so what is my home ?

i just assume wherever i live now is my home and try to adjust and build my world there

[tara]

Seetaram, I think I am at the edge now as months go by i am kind of getting into balance mode although i don\'t disagree that up and down for returning or staying keeps happening..
like yesterday My father was trying to convince me to invest money in oil business and later i can move kind.
I use to get tempted before...but my heart knows he wants to do business just to show off his old timers that he is still able to stand firm even today in business. he has 0% interest at age 75  to really build good business or enhance business,  he has nothing to lose if he loses that money it will be me to pay the debt to bank for ever etc..

Now I have started looking into options to start something small in USA yes you heard it right seetharamji as you said I may end up doing business in foreign country (not mother land)
still it is ongoing... no matter I lose or win i will always update this form.
~T

[Seetaram]

good that you\'re realising everyone\'s intentions with more than an yr to go fot sukra dasa to start

[tara]

Hello Seetaramji, Since I have a strong stars influencing notto return tomother land for long duration in my lifetime
Now that I live in USA can i try to find work/oil business in Malaysia which is a leading guru in OIL market. Please let me know if i have any influence of starts to move from current living place ( which is USA) to any other county like Malaysia or some place
I do understand the fact that moving back to birth place seems to be impossible for my fate/karma/horoscope.
Please take a peek :-) :-(
~Tara